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Neverending MadnessJust when I thought this madness has come to an end
the thought of death is welcoming as I come to comprehend,
the full meaning of my emotions
Just what is it in my mind that leads to my self-destruction?
I tried to be who they wanted
but from the outside it seemed like I was only being taunted.
How did I let it get so far?
these thoughts in my head fight a never-ending war.
believe me, I know the past is over now
I want to live normally but I never knew how
they tell me I'm doing okay
to keep on going through each and every day
But I find myself growing tired of trying
Inside I feel like I'm dying
They say time can heal anything
but when he was gone I was left to start from the beginning
I can't be given back the time that he stole
there's a part of me that isn't there, I will never be whole
I can't make them understand how I feel
my body an empty shell, somehow I don't think I'm real
Mabye I'm already dead
and it's my body that's went on to live ahead
Like bullets to my flesh
DarknessLook deep into the darkness
fear not what you see
In the darkness your insanity is allowed to show
Here is where your deepest fears lie with your overwhelming desires
Do not run away from them
let the feeling consume you
only then can you escape your
own personal nightmare
and turn it into a dream.
I hate youI hate you more than life
I hate you more than death
the darkness that surrounds me
consumes my every breath
you came and made things worse
your poison added to my agony
and the darkness began to suffocate me
It wasn't until you were gone that the feeling lifted and I started to die
Don't try to save me
just leave me while I cry
tears are nothing to me
after all the pain I've felt
all the pain caused by you.
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